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stalkerssss
10.25.05 (12:59 pm)   [edit]

hey guyss. im writing a post to let everyone know that my sister is a stalker she googled me found my tblog and wont leave me alone about it. so this is waht u get for being annoying about it katherine BOO U.


anyway my friends made fun of me for used to having and writing in it . aghghhg . i cant go aroudn to deleting it but i dnt relle write iin it anymore this was bored old me in like fuckin 8th grade times change whatever...


or maybe they dntt.. only i kno wat im tlkin aboutt jeje n mb one other person that it involves but guess wat no one will noo mua hahaa except that otha person hu prolli wud never ever read this thing


oo ya and me n forrester r over if.. thats the last thing i wrote here. thats real old newsss

 
The OC: Alex and Marissa What are your theories?
12.23.04 (7:45 am)   [edit]
Well, I just read a comment talking about the relationship between Alex and Marissa...(In the commercials, we see them holding hands). What do you guys think will happen? Will we see them hook up? Will they be a couple? Comment on your theories...

My theory is that they'll probably hook up, but then Marissa will say "I can't do this", and realize that she's loved Ryan all along, and go to him. She'd probably try it out, because she'd have no one and feel horrible when she sees how great Lindsey and Ryan are going along.

How about Theresa? Do you guys think she'll return to the show again somehow? Or not? And DJ, how do you think Marissa and he will break up?

So far, do you like this season better or the first one?
Personally, this season is a bit more dramatic, and some episodes were kinda slow and pointless, but hopefully something really really interesting will happen. (Like Summer finally admit to Seth that she really does love him! LoL! :D
 
The OC
12.22.04 (3:27 pm)   [edit]
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well i started a xanga...could this be goodbye for my tblog? its been mutilated by those nasty boys who thought they could insult me and get away with it, whataeaver....well i dont think i could erase this site. sadly enough, im pretty attached to it. (sad isnt it?)so im still going to write that extra personal stuff? maybe thats not such a great idea. i mean, just about anyone can get in....


http://www.xanga.com/caroaro" title="http://www.xanga.com/caroaro" target="_blank"http://www.xanga.com/caroaro <--for those of u hu wanna c my xanga


anyway...anyone who can get in...lets talk about the OC. Personally, i'm a HUGE seth and summer fan, they're just so...perfect around each other. I never really liked anna, but i felt sorry for her, but like i just need to have seth and summer together...


Now, on to Ryan and Marissa. No, I do not want them together. I love Mischa Barton, but her character, Marissa, is seriously getting to me and needs to stay as far away from Ryan as possible. Yes, her and DJ is kinda wrong, and DJ isn't even that cute, but hey I'd rather have them together. And I'm not Lindsey's number one fan, she kinda annoys me too, but I think it's cute how Ryan likes her. I don't really like Theresa either. Maybe I like Ryan a little to much :lol:


Any other couples you guys wanna discuss?

 
oh god i love him
11.21.04 (6:56 am)   [edit]
holi shit i havent posted in the longest time!

oh my god i love him so much he's the sweetest thing...i love him soooo fucking much...

all my friends wanna know wat i do with him, but i dnt like to tlk about it , because as cheesy as this sounds, i like to keep wat we do between him and me, its more personal and special...and secret....not that ive done anything any of you guys would disaprove of...duh! :wink:

lots of my friends dont really kno ANYTHING about him, they all classify him as some sarcastic asshole, but truly, you need to really get to know him before he opens up and you see his sensitive, caring side...like dani did, right dani? he can be really really sweet and make you feel better anytime...

and i love him because i can tell him absolutely anything, act like the biggest idiot around him, look like crap around him, tell him i have my period, dance like a three year old, and he'll still love me for me, which is absolutely thru...and all u ppl who think otherwise can clik the X on the right hand corner of your computer screen thank you, because hes told me...i mean yesterday i went to his house and i was soooo hyper and his floor was slippery so i was twirling around doing pirouets and ballet, something i normally ONLY do by myself...and i was jumping around begging him to go to the beach with me (unfortunately, it started raining)...

and he acts silly around me to lol i love how were so open...yesterday at his house we danced together and he'd spin me around, then he dipped me and gave me a kiss...ahh wen he looks into my eyes i go crazy lol

and for all yall who think i cant control myself, you have no faith in me...yes i can i have my limits set up...

well um thats about it for now ....

LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
(and forrester)
 
Halloween...sort of...
10.30.04 (6:39 am)   [edit]
Yesterday was Halloween day at school. I dressed up as a "Love Bug". It was fun. But we ate waaaayyy to much candy...I feel soooo fuullll of chocolate lol. We got second place in the pumpkin carving contest...haha...and 3rd place in the buletin board competition...personally i think we deserved higher, but since we're freshmen...

We got 4th place in the costume competition, pam kinda had a costume problem and she got a lil shy jeje...
Seniors won...duh...but they're costume was kul they were the mario brothers, but that was done b4 in the real world..haha

Our booth for the community service halloween party came out really cool, we made a fortune telling booth, and we made it all dark and cool looking...it was awesum jejeje...I worked as a fortune teller it was funny trying to make up all that stuff jajaja...

Then i went to esteban montes to get my hair done, and it took forever but it was the best blower i've ever gotten. But later, it was ruined... :oops:

Forrester took a long time to call to tell me when he would be getting to the party, but then he ended up comign to my house b4, and so did clara. we all went, and we saw bruno hahaha we talked...the party generally sucked, people in baldwin don't like to dance, at all...all they did was talk. at that party i saw my best friend from when i was a little girl, Magda, and it was soo funny when she remembered me, we were like OMG...i didn't think she would remember me.

Here comes the bad news, last night, Forrester backed me up into an outdoor shower without realizing it, and just like in one of those movies, the shower turned on and ruined my hair...i got so embarrassed and sad...forrester felt awful...he still does...i didnt forgive him for a really long while...i was really pissed...then he made it up to me i guess said alot of nice things he meant, danced with me, and sung a song to me...(any of my friends ready to say they wanna puke?)...i actually loved it...and i forgave him. we left the party early because his mom was coming, we dropped clara off, and went back home. surprisingly, there were ALOT of people at la terraza, something i haven't seen in forever...

this kid john wanted to fight forrester, he was sooooo fuckin drunk...he told me i shouldn't be with forrester because he wouldn't fight for me...? it was really retarted....

we went home, and went upstairs...we played the piano hahaha then his mom got there and we went downstairs in the elevator...um....lol...lets say when we got to the bottom we didnt exactly get out for a couple of minutes (nothing bad i promise) ...but then the elevator wouldn't open and i thought we were stuck....but then forrester was smart and pressed door open hahaha and it opened....that was my night...um thats about it....

im still sad about my hair ahahah
 
decade day was moved
10.25.04 (5:45 pm)   [edit]
hooray decade day was moved! im happy cuz i wasnt gna b able to b part of it, but now i can, and we can do the dance...i think itll come out really good...for once i want a ninth grade class to win something! lol!

anyway ive decided to write personal stuff from now on since i know for sure that the guys wont get it...nothing really personal has happnd to write about...

jus same ol same ol...but when something juicy happns ill b b sure to write it down

well theres a party im going to on friday at plaza stella...once again i wont know anyone there...oh well...saturday is brians bar mitzvah...very siked for that ..then sunday is hallowween woohoo im gna see the grudge then im gna hang around and stuff still no 100% sure..any way post later byz
 
baldwin tournament
10.23.04 (7:10 pm)   [edit]
Today I went to the Baldwin Soccer/Volleyball Tournament. When I got there, it turns out that our volleyball game was forfited because the game was supposed to be at 10, but they told the team to get there at 11. Damn. Clara and I were really confused at first, then I saw Forrester, and I wanted to see how long it would take until he noticed I was there. When he finally saw us, he did like a double take...it was pretty funny...then he came to say hi.

We went over to the soccer field to see the out team to play, but it turns out we had to forfit also, because half the team didn't go.
Greaaaatt....

so we hung out with the guys for a while, went up to baldwin people (awkward, of course)...then baldwin boys started playing, so clara and i hung out with nels and ron, and bought ice cream...yum...baldwin beat san jose!

after that, we hung out by the 9th grade locker area for like forever, it was funny...right alex and clara? lol...(clara hitting on forrester haahha lol that was actually funny, and the whole bj joke with shane...lololol) forrester was really sweet today, but i don't wanna go into detail because i don't wanna make any of you guys throw up.

we met this kid loren, he was funny, but he doesn't like forrester very much (of course, clara loved him because of this, right clara? ahahahahha) we hung out for a while and watched the second baldwin game. they won, forrester had to leave, we watched baldwin play volleyball...and then went home...

we were there for like 6-7 hours...damn right?
 
im baak
10.21.04 (10:11 pm)   [edit]
havent blogged in forever...um...nothing exiting to write about really...um...yeah lol sorry yall

seems like the guys have forgotten about my blog...thank god...i think im going to get rid of the password soom, i just dont feel like writing personal stuff anymore...u know? whatever...maybe i wont...im really undecisive...

forrester and i are still going strong, it's all good, he's a good boyfriend...sounds cheesy but hes like everything ive ever wanted in a boyfriend...he ACTUALLY calls, he ACTUALLY cares, i duno for once its actually real...not a lame boyfriend like some ive had before...who wer LAME let me say that much..i mean they didnt even call!

eva and i decided that its so not worth it dating guys from our school, we've given up. i mean, everyone knows everything you do, and they don't leave you alone! too much pressure! it really sucks not being able to see someone for a week, like i usually do, but it makes it worth the wait and things don't get boring.
 
most jaw dropping party...EVER!
10.10.04 (8:40 pm)   [edit]
Oh my god. Last night, at michael's party..it was AMAzING! I walked in with Kadie, and we see this giant red carpet covering the stairs, and two "oscar" statues at each corner...with a blinking sign saying Michael's Bar Mitzvah...we were greeted by a fake Joan Rivers who said "You girls look stunning tonight.." In my head i thought...what? We signed the picture, there wasnt much room. As we walked through a maze of red sheets with pictures of him and celebrities. There were sooo many impersonators...charlie chaplin, clint eastwood, marylin monroe, britney spears, halle berry, george clooney, tom cruise, whoppi goldberg...it was CRAZY. Charlie chaplin had this skunk that terrified all of us...lol!...Dani screamed jejejeje....We went into the ballroom, the decorations were AMAZING...and so was the food...it was all this giant hollywood type thing. During the candellight ceremony, micheal came down from the CELING!...he gave out mini oscars to everyone, richart chocolates...wen we got to the kids party....we were so hyper and we started dancing to lean back....i grabbed a chocolate...ate sushi...and saved my spot in center stage for DON OMAR SINCE HE WAS COMING lol...i was there for like 3 hours....dancing...turned people down cuz im such a good girlfriend jejeje....anyway they gave out hats...sunglassess..beads...beannies...OMG lol...i had the best time.. clara kd and i danced like the whole nite...finally wen he was coming...we waited for like half an hour facing the stage...it took forever...the dj came, but don omar still wasnt there..it felt like forever...but FINALLY i saw him walking in the back stage...and i started screaming...he came out i started snapping pictures like crazy...there were even DANCERS lol and a back up rapper jaja that sounds funny...he sung alot...pulled micheal on stage...he danced wit ppl..then finally i decided to get on stage and i danced...while he was rapping!!! he was singing batidora...jejeje...then they made us get off...he sang a couple more songs...then he asked the audience what they wanted to hear...at first he was like"Dale don dale" Then i screamed "nooo BATIDORA!!! BATIDORAAA!" and fianlly he said "Batidora? Okeii..." AND HE STARTED SINGING! WOO HOO...i had such a great tiem...at first, i dint get to take a pic wit him becuz the bouncers pushed me away..lol...but then as i was walking back to the adult party, i saw him, and i asked him for a pic...and he took it!!! wooot! i went back to the adult party...grabbed a towel/shirt..tried to look for pictures of us but dint find them...then i got a trophy and some chocolate...then ate CAKE...it was good....i got HYPERRR...and me and kadie danced salsa and disco...we were so hyper..then i slept over at kds...and today i went to see taxi..it was funny...good day....lol


WOOOOOOOOO!!!! i cant wait until my pictures develop!
 
new rules of my blog
10.06.04 (7:07 pm)   [edit]
I have rules now so we can keep the assholes (the 9th grade boys) out of my blog..ALL OF THEM NO EXCEPTIONS

1)this blog is for girls eyes only
2)you will only look at it at home, and if u have to look at in study hall NO GUYS CAN SEE U WRITING THE PASSWORD.
3)you are only going to tell the password to girls and make sure no girls tell guys..please..uve read dwhat theyve written to me...they need to stop...so please help me...
4)please only write nice stuff, i want this blog to be like a girl talk blog..u kno wer we can talk about boys...and how im moving on to becoming friends with boys from baldwin lol cuz theyre all like 10 times nicer
5)come alot have fun..be positive and remember boys keep out...

i know it sounds so elementary, but theyre soo immature they seriusly belogn there...and they probably think its funny...jeez
 
2 days till friday
10.06.04 (6:11 pm)   [edit]
Except the only thing i can look foward to on Friday is NO SKUL since Forrester is grounded...I might still b able to see him this weekend if i go to his house
i hope

My mom probably wont let me

Saturday is Micheal's Bar Mitzvah...I feel bad, I can't go to his service because i have to make up a whole bunch of piano classes ive missed (ive missed the past 3 weeks)..I can only go to the party...

I invited Brian to my quincea~ero, and he dint put my name on the envelope to his Bar mitzvah!
:shock:

Um...
Im not deleting my blog whatever i dont care...ill just keep stuff to myself

I got an A on my Night Mini Essay OH YEAH! I worked my ass off...I started at 7...I first did the pre writing, then i wrote the essay on paper, then i read it over and fixed it and added analysis...then i typed it and fixed words and sentences...then i got my older sister to look over it and tell me how to fix it...and i finished it at 10

Hard work pays off...yay...
 
Lalala
10.05.04 (7:05 pm)   [edit]
since now everyone is reading my blog, i cant write anything interesting anymore...lets see the boys jv team actually tied with baldwin...its all cuz of me lol i made forrester nervous hahahaha lol jk ...but hey u never no...haha he was soooo showing off...right dani and clara? lol

i mite b able to see him this weekend thats good...

anyway im still mad at whoever wrote all that crap...you realy need to get a life and GROW UP...all of u are so immature...really...

and too chicken to fess up...
 
Lalala
10.05.04 (7:02 pm)   [edit]
since now everyone is reading my blog, i cant write anything interesting anymore...lets see the boys jv team actually tied with baldwin...its all cuz of me lol i made forrester nervous hahahaha lol jk ...but hey u never no...haha he was soooo showing off...right dani and clara? lol

i mite b able to see him this weekend thats good...

anyway im still mad at whoever wrote all that crap...you realy need to get a life and GROW UP...all of u are so immature...really...

and too chicken to fess up...
 
U Fuckers!
10.04.04 (4:59 pm)   [edit]
listen..im rlly pissed right now..all of u need 2 stop writing messages in my blog, unless they r nice..wtf did i ever do to any of u?? exactly, so stop being dickheads and leave...if u think im being a whore or im ugly, thats my problem , so just leave me alone..i know this is the guys writing mean stuff in my blog, FUCK OFF!
anyways/to all of u ppl that write nice stuff in my blog, thanks!
my quincanero was awsum! i had a great time, and i think every1 else had a lot of fun 2..thanks to everyone who came!
 
boring day...again
09.30.04 (4:56 pm)   [edit]
My party is on Saturday.

Yes...This saturday...It doesn't feel like it!!!

I'm trying not to get exited so I can actually sleep, lol...I've had those moments...Is it weird to be nervous? Jeje...Well, I'm going to dance with my daddy and with my damas...and then its party time! Let's just say I'm not going to be doing a lot of dancing since my dress is so POOFY! (But its pretty hee hee) Plus, like my family is going to be there. Like I'm going to dance perreo infront of all of them!?!?! No way...

Um...my throat really really hurts....I hope it gets better by saturday...

Shoutout to all my damas...thanx for working so hard in my 15 it really means alot to me...lets go out there on saturday and have a good time...but still take it seriously!! ur doing great!!! Muax...

anyway my sister is flying down from california today with her husband and baby boy! yay!!!


this password bisness seems to be workin
l8r
 
boring day
09.29.04 (6:52 pm)   [edit]
i added a password...if u got here ur either probably very smart or i told u...

and if one of u guys got in...GO AWAY

U guys all u do is make fun of me...only girls can hear my secrets!!!

Anyway, forrester is most likely coming to my quinceanero..yay!

its two fucking days away OMFG...im freaking out...

Well today i helped nicole with the buletin board...that reminds me, i have to make a butterfly!!! lol the theme is shrek...it came out pretty cool

anyway my life has been boring today...im sick...and i swear im not going to b sick on saturday (positive thinkign)

im out...ill think of something better to write later

 
Party songs...you guys kno any
09.28.04 (2:49 pm)   [edit]
Anyway ppl this is another annoying reminder for u guys to tell me ALL THE SONGS U LIKE AND COMMENT PLEASE

This is a shout out to my homie G..DANI B!!! OH YEAH lol...anyway...also known as durb...and u can call me cunum (Our initials...get it)..also my counselor...


anyway im still pissed off that everyone at school found my blog somehow......oh well im gna keep writing like i did too bad its my blog if u dnt like it O WELL

DONT FORGET THE SONGS
 
Party Songs NEEDED
09.28.04 (12:39 pm)   [edit]
OK..People...who are going to my party and ppl who aren't...I know how some of you complain about how the music sucks or anything...but to help me...please send me ALL the songs you wanna hear and ill put them on the dj list (the more the merrier)...Any danceable genre...

My day was boring...my party is ina couple of days i still dont feel like it is


It's weird...I've had this blog for like a year, and NOW people start to find it and i haven't even told them about it (people like in my school)...I started the whole tblog trend in my skul HA lol...then came ivana and then monica


any saint johns pplz in here readin my blog or who have blogs? lol

HOLLAAA HAHHA
dont forget the songs...please?
 
Good songs for a party needed!
09.27.04 (2:43 pm)   [edit]
Anyway, nothing too new today...I forgot my black shirt, after telling myself the whole damn weekend...wear a black shirt on monday for perfiles...AND I FORGOT...Maybe because i was being a loser and reading Night by Elie Weizer as i got dressed this morning....clara would probably have to agree...lol...

It's a really good book, its so depressing, but i just couldn't put it down...that's kinda weird isn't it?

Anyway Melvin told me i played soccer much better today...Gee...Thanx...hahahaha lol Then i got these awful cramps ( ithink they were heat cramps) and im no where near my period? Is the world against me and giving me my period before my quinceanero when i have to wear a white dress and im too chicken to use a tampon...im sooo gonna try it next time....and im sorry for the overshare....I hope its not windy....I hope its not rainy on the day of my party...because...THAT WOULD SUCK...badly...wed have to move the beggining of the party from the beautiful gardens outside of the museum to the inside..which is boring...PLEASE oh please let it be perfect weather!!!

The dance is coming out great...shout out to all my damas who are doing GRREEAT! (yes you clara...jejejje)...Um...It hasnt hit me that the party is THIS SATURDAY...i thought i would be more stressed out...i still feel like its months away when its only like 5 days away...ha ha ha? it hasnt hit me yet...

I need to make a DJ REQUeST list for my party? any good songs u guys think i should put? Please comment and let me know....My computer crashed with all the other songs...thanx

i also dont have someone to do my hair/makeup...uh oh...


anyway im probably boring u so im out


please tell me some good danceable songs for a party (preferably hip hop and some techno haha me and clara and nicole LOVE That stuff..slow songs r good too...and for all my boricuas hahaha put ALOt of reggaeton...thanx)
 
Best Birthday Ever
09.25.04 (7:41 am)   [edit]
Yesterday was the best birthday i've ever had. i was so worried and preocupied on how it was going to SUCK, and it was the total opposite. I LOVE MY FRIENDS! I WOULDN'T TRADE THEM FOR THE WORLD...

I wake up at 4 in the morning...lol....and i tell myself "damn...2 hours until i can wake up"...The second the alarm clock goes off I run to my momi and i give her a big hug then i run to my daddi and give him a hug...my sister grumbles happy birthday becuz she was so sleepy jejej...then i take my shower...get readi for school....and im happy...not sad...

Bernie came in and brought me a Care Bare birthday ballon (Care bears rock...lol)...

Dani called me to say happy birthday, and we walked to school together..she gave me a "it's my birthday today!" pin that i wore..lol She also wrote me a letter, I treasure letters more than gifts, they just mean so much more..i loved it...

Then i get to school, people realize its me, and start like jumping and screaming happy birthday. Pam gives me a balloon...Monica and Kadie give me hugs (and so does liek everyone else)...Then I hear clara screaming my name, and i see she has a construction paper crown...she puts it on my head (it said "queen carolyn (birthday girl) and 15 all over the place)..she also made this poster for my back that said Kiss me, its my 15th bday, and had pictures of me on them...It was so sweet...she also gave me a balloon that said happy birthday...

then marian gave me this picture of a cake that said happy birthday carolyn that was drawn on geometers sketchpad...LOL!

monique gave me ashirt that said quinze on it lol it was cul! jeje

we had a class meeting that day, and nicole planned for mr henner (the advisor) to have a little bday greeting ecard on the smart board for me! jejej i was smiling from ear to ear becuz eveyrone came around to give me a hug and a happy birthday

then the pe teacher was being a jerk and basically told me i sucked at soccer (discreetly of course)...gee thanx...he said (i thought u played better)...man he shudnt go around saying that...its rude

i wore my crown the hole day i probably looked like an idiot but WHO CARES! lol...

then in lunch clara said...lets go to the bathroom to talk and eat...and i was like ok...although iwas a little sad that i was away from everyone...then she takes me out and we walk out to the gazebo where like EVERYONE was waiting and they all start singing happy birthday...i was soo happy...i gave nicole a million hugs becuz she took the effort to bring me the cake...it was ice cream cake...yumm!!!

i went around the whole school smiling from ear to ear again...lol...

edda wrote me a letter, it really made my day...i loved it im keeping everything...i felt so special!!!!

then in french class, they sung happy bday to me..:-D

i had a njhs meeting after skul...it took forever...and i HAD to get to a rehersal...when I FInALLY got out, monica and i sprinted toward tony's classroom, and when i got in, again everyone started singing happy bday to me and kd had BAKED A CHocolate cake forme! damn right? it rocked...the rehersal went well...i think my quince is gna b cool...its in a friggin week!

then after that ivana, karen, and nicole came home with me and we all got ready to go eat at pikayo, my aunts gave me a bouquet of flowers thats GORGEOUOS...and i got a hundred dollar check (yeah!)...pikayo was fun...forrester went to...we all ate good food and i was so happy that i was surrounded by all my friends...forrester gave me this beautiful butterfly necklace with green diamonds...it was BEAUTIFL...his card was really pretty too...wen the dinner finished we went outside to this terrace..chilled...me and forrester cuddled...ppl started leaving...forrester kissed my cheek....i SAW A SHOOTING STAR...it was PERFECT...i made a wish and kissed him..

ppl started leaving...then forresters parents came...they hit it off with my parents and they ate dessert and drank....then me and forrester really "embraced" ourselvs...it was romantic..and hed kiss my cheek...then we wud kiss...wen we were all leaving we walked out into the gardens in the museum...looked at the pond...he hugged me and kiss me and spun me around..all under the stars ...it was great...

i got home and opened my presents, great cards from my parents...i had earlier opened my sisters present...a kick ass outfit from american eagle...my parents gave me the last little porcelain doll for my collection (15)...

i went to sleep with a smile on my face

it was the best birthday ever


one last thought...

look wat he just wrote to me..
you make me feel so weird.... lol i can't even concentrate when you touch me...
every doubt i had about you and me... vanished after last night... i love you baby says:
i can't think of like anything BUT you when your around lol
every doubt i had about you and me... vanished after last night... i love you baby says:
notice... how you kept making me lose my game last night? lol it was impossible to pay attention to the game


lol...
 
i hate myself
09.23.04 (2:17 pm)   [edit]
I hate myself
When I say something...It's usually always wrong...and if I don't...It's OMG Hello aren't you going to say something?

I've learned my lesson...when something happens (like a fight) between two people I really care about...I'm not going to try to solve the problem, I'm not going to say ANYTHING...

I'm so depressed right now

I feel lower than dirt...

I mess up and say one thing i Didn't exactly mean, then it turns into this whole big mess...and i'm sure ppl are like omg what a bitch...

Ivana says they're not...I really hope she's right

Because I'm not a bitch...


Well, at least I think I'm not

I'm just not happy...

I really like him...and she's a really good friend of mine...she's been there for me...but she doesn't think I've been there for her...when i have...

next time i'll just be more careful...and I feel really awful...

i just want her to know i'm sorry

but i can't leave him....

I just can't

Tommorow's my 15th birthday...I hope vit's good...because my bday is MY special day...i just hope ppl care
:oops:

i dont wanna sound like im complainin i just gotta express myself becuz i feel SO sad...i creid myself to sleep last night...and so i could actually sleep i had to tlel myself its going to be okay...

i know how corny

I overheard that ppl wer like...why the fuck is he going to her party/

Um hello? Hes my boyfriend....

 
movie night
09.22.04 (2:08 pm)   [edit]
Today no big at school...I got an 84% on my physics test...EW...See...B's suck because you know you could of done better...especially when you thought you knew the material. I HATE B's...yes im neurotic like that I like A's...RiGHT EVA? lol

Kadie came over after school...we ate...or wait...she ate...cake and ice cream...I did my homework in 20 minutes (RECORD...it usually takes me like, 2 hours), we took showers...put on jeans and sweatshirts and went to school...

Today was movie night at school...we paid 5 dollars for class funds...we watched Big Daddy and zoolander...and ate...and ate...and ate...but it was really gross because ppl started throwing candy, popcorn, and brownies around..and i got onion dip in my hair...now it smells like onion....EW....Gross..It was actually kinda fun...i learned how to do a round off...did cartwheels really fast, i found out i could do a backbend while going down backwards if you get what im saying...I should so be in gymnastics...its so fun!...But im not...lol

Putting on that sweatshirt was a big mistake...it was frikin hot and i didnt put on another shirt underneath...I was sweating like a pig

In spanish class...were supposed to write a poem about one of the four elements (fire, water, earth, air)...and I wrote one thats really metaforical...and it came out really pretty...and ill post it after i hand it in...sorry guys lol its gonna b in spanihs...it just sounds so much better....monica liked t yay! she's usually the one who writes kick ass poems...i love them all...theyre always so pretty!!!! Monica i wanna read ur spanish poem..u inspre me! jejejej (i told u id write about u)

guess who i dedicated it to? lol
 
Less than 2 weeks away from my quinceanero
09.20.04 (12:53 pm)   [edit]
MY QUINCEANERO!!!! OMFG (AGAIN) lol...lots of rehersals...im really nervous...my damas are actually doing very well in the dance...im exited but i hope ppl dont laugh :? because we worked really hard and all and this is one of the most important nights of my life...other than my wedding of course! (yet to come...lol)...

i took my entrance foto yesterday...i had a major case of giggles...i could not stop laughing...but then that means all the smiles in my pictures are authentic! YAY! lol...i got this really great pic of me everyones gonna go WOW lol...it was cool the photographer came to my house and everything...i got my nails done...a nice dress im wore (that im wearing again friday for my actual birthday when we go out to dinner)...and then this really nice lady, jessica, did my makeup and she will be doing our make up! (we were freaking out cuz we cudnt find anyone who was good enough)...

anyway ...thats the news on my quince for now...

ttyl ...

my bdays on friday woot
 
The POWER IS BACK!
09.17.04 (8:30 am)   [edit]
OMFG! After 2 1/2 days without power...it's finally back! I NEVER WANT ANOTHER HURRICANE/TROPICAL STORM! It's so boring...I can't LIVE without technology! I hope we don't get hit again. Omg, what hit us wasn't even a HURRICANE! It was a f***ing tropical STORM (jeanne)...and the government decided to shut of the power...and i even spent a day without water...it's horrible...once u get used to technology...u jut CANT go back...Ive taken the most cold showers of my life! The storm flooded alot...and there was this branch stuck in the telephone wires...the winds were strong...but wutever..i spent most of the day talking to forrester...oh yeah...weve had 3 days off of school...and BALDWIN had class today HAHA...forrester called me from his math class...

anyway i dont want another storm because all this damage...and it was just a tropical storm...i really dont want to know what this island will look like once an actual HURRICANE hits....

:shock:
 
kathi's birthday!!
09.15.04 (5:12 am)   [edit]
It's my sister, Katherine's birthday! she's fourteen today. I'm fourteen! lol...We're both fourteen! hAhA...We were born 11 months apart, except i turn 15 next friday! Woohoo the big 15! It's a bigger deal here than turning 16...the only big thing about turning 16 is that you can drive, and the big thing about turning 18 is that you're legal to buy drinks...you don't have to be 21.

Anyway, we sang happy birthday to her at 9:35( the time she was born)...Gave her presents, she read her cards (i wrote her two). Last night, I blew up 14 balloons and filled up our room with them, wrote Happy Bday <3 Carolyn in our bathroom mirror with lipstick...>
She's upset because she doesn't get to see her friends since school was cancelled because of the tropical storm, but happy that they'res no school. I tried to make her as happy as possible so that she doesn't feel bad, because having a hurricane on your birthday downright sucks...I've had like 2...

Friday we're celebrating her birthday at the ranch...and a sleepover...anyway im out
 


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